Post by J$crILLa on Feb 17, 2006 2:11:54 GMT -5
VERSE 1
let me focus, take a deep breath/
sit back and think bout whats next/
my future is clouded by my past/
23 years old, and lifes a blast/
alcoholism & marijuana addiction/
dealin with difficult decisions/
money problems, not enough work/
family and friends, whose first?
my girls alone callin my phone/
im workin 34 str8 days, never home/
hopefully she waits patiently/
i pray to the Lord who is savin me/
askin when will i be content,/
smile on my face, not worried bout rent./
he says 'Jayson, you WILL make it/
work hard and you'll shake it'/
so casually i dust off my shoulders/
and continue livin as a lost soldier/
HOOK
im on some real shit/
got thangs to deal wit/
no time for bull-shit/
I keeps it real bitch/
thats on some real shit/
VERSE 2
17 years old, smokin out in the cold/
skippin class, travelin the wrong road/
2 blunts rolled, eyes three quarters closed/
who woulda knew, what the fuck id do/
not me, 5 years later, sippin brew/
missed so much school, i graduated late/
i pray my lil bro dont make the same mistake/
no college, no income, no extra knowledge/
workin delivery, payin for my cadillac/
im 19 years old, makin a lil scratch/
gettin high, gettin drunk, i graduated/
thankin God 'Lord, i finally made it'/
12 hours later, swervin fucked up/
middleton police holla'in "whassup"
but not in those words, point 2-3/
double the legal limit, WHO ME?
id get one more DUI, 3 revocations/
'high til i die' described Jayson/
then i quit, no more puffin phillies/
to me and my world that was silly/
ive been drunk 3 years straight now/
how did i get here, i cant say how...
HOOK
im on some real shit/
got thangs to deal wit/
no time for bull-shit/
I keeps it real bitch/
thats on some real shit/
VERSE 3
i raised in a family that put trust first/
love first, and the kids, well us first/
spoiled for what little money we had/
im blessed wit a loving mother and DAD/
alcoholsim and marijuana addiction/
well they were part of the tradition/
no big deal, fun times, keep smilin/
do what ya can do and keep stylin/
i love all my cousins and lil bro Dustin/
thinkin lifes fine til 2001, i hit a low/
fuck richard harder, faggot bitch die slow/
R_I_P lucille, grandma I LOVE YOU/
to have you here, nothin i wouldnt DO/
since u been gone, things been wrong/
sometimes i feel life been a sad song/
your youngest daughter, my auntie/
she got sick, and now my moms is unhappy/
we all stay strong, we all hold on/
its just never been the same since u been gone/
on a positive note, we all do cope/
and we all have hope, children continue to grow/
i moved off the block and on my own/
tho always Shelley lane where i roam/
im livin with the woman of my dreams/
so damn fine, and it is what it seems/
i see our future, so damn bright/
thats one reason im happy at night/
no time for closure, no time for sorrow/
gotta keep goin and live for tomorrow/
HOOK
im on some real shit/
got thangs to deal wit/
no time for bull-shit/
I keeps it real bitch/
thats on some real shit/
let me focus, take a deep breath/
sit back and think bout whats next/
my future is clouded by my past/
23 years old, and lifes a blast/
alcoholism & marijuana addiction/
dealin with difficult decisions/
money problems, not enough work/
family and friends, whose first?
my girls alone callin my phone/
im workin 34 str8 days, never home/
hopefully she waits patiently/
i pray to the Lord who is savin me/
askin when will i be content,/
smile on my face, not worried bout rent./
he says 'Jayson, you WILL make it/
work hard and you'll shake it'/
so casually i dust off my shoulders/
and continue livin as a lost soldier/
HOOK
im on some real shit/
got thangs to deal wit/
no time for bull-shit/
I keeps it real bitch/
thats on some real shit/
VERSE 2
17 years old, smokin out in the cold/
skippin class, travelin the wrong road/
2 blunts rolled, eyes three quarters closed/
who woulda knew, what the fuck id do/
not me, 5 years later, sippin brew/
missed so much school, i graduated late/
i pray my lil bro dont make the same mistake/
no college, no income, no extra knowledge/
workin delivery, payin for my cadillac/
im 19 years old, makin a lil scratch/
gettin high, gettin drunk, i graduated/
thankin God 'Lord, i finally made it'/
12 hours later, swervin fucked up/
middleton police holla'in "whassup"
but not in those words, point 2-3/
double the legal limit, WHO ME?
id get one more DUI, 3 revocations/
'high til i die' described Jayson/
then i quit, no more puffin phillies/
to me and my world that was silly/
ive been drunk 3 years straight now/
how did i get here, i cant say how...
HOOK
im on some real shit/
got thangs to deal wit/
no time for bull-shit/
I keeps it real bitch/
thats on some real shit/
VERSE 3
i raised in a family that put trust first/
love first, and the kids, well us first/
spoiled for what little money we had/
im blessed wit a loving mother and DAD/
alcoholsim and marijuana addiction/
well they were part of the tradition/
no big deal, fun times, keep smilin/
do what ya can do and keep stylin/
i love all my cousins and lil bro Dustin/
thinkin lifes fine til 2001, i hit a low/
fuck richard harder, faggot bitch die slow/
R_I_P lucille, grandma I LOVE YOU/
to have you here, nothin i wouldnt DO/
since u been gone, things been wrong/
sometimes i feel life been a sad song/
your youngest daughter, my auntie/
she got sick, and now my moms is unhappy/
we all stay strong, we all hold on/
its just never been the same since u been gone/
on a positive note, we all do cope/
and we all have hope, children continue to grow/
i moved off the block and on my own/
tho always Shelley lane where i roam/
im livin with the woman of my dreams/
so damn fine, and it is what it seems/
i see our future, so damn bright/
thats one reason im happy at night/
no time for closure, no time for sorrow/
gotta keep goin and live for tomorrow/
HOOK
im on some real shit/
got thangs to deal wit/
no time for bull-shit/
I keeps it real bitch/
thats on some real shit/
