Post by Young Tru on May 31, 2004 3:53:56 GMT -5
(G$a$ verse)
dear mom we had our diffrences, our strugles n fights//
but at the end of the tunnle you was always the guiding light//
i want to thank you from the heart since your the power of my knowledge//
i just want to say ima make you proud even though i neva hit collage//
i know it was your dream n i wasnt keen to follow that path//
you made it clear though i didnt listen n sometimes faced the rath//
though you was always there for me i neva saw you as a friend//
you was more of a law enforcment figure n life was a dead end//
tought me how to be a man since my farther wasnt man enough//
19 years on he wants to enter my life damn mom things are tough//
we even had our arguments over this, neva take what i say as a diss//
i just gota lot of agression n questions for him including this//
how the fuck could you raise a fist all i wanted was family bliss//
hittin out at a pregnent women whos stunning damn what a twist//
when i was ill as a youngster ya made me better wit a kiss mum//
i know i aint the best behaved but im sure glad im ya son//
i aint always showed it and i dont want ya to die with no clue//
so im signing off now shaun your son you know i love you//
(Hook2x by Warden)
if the sun comes up.../
and I'm not home...my little angel gotta be strong../
And I'm writin cuz if I'm not beside you.../
Do your best ta hold it down baby.....carry on../
ya feel me?.../
And when I'm gone..tell my grand kids about me...
when they're old enough to know tha deal and really understand/
and tell'em that tha letter was from your daddy..
a reallygood man......../
(Verse Warden)
Dear Gaby, more blessed thingz happenz everytime I think about you..../
But now It's like the worldz been on my shoulders, on dayz I hafta spend witout chu..../
My way of living ain't healthy, but I'm trying to be a man.../
I swear to God I'm fin to lose my cool, plus my baby mama don't understand.../
Cause she be coming at me with drama, not knowing I'm go'n and roll'n thru it.../
I've been running from suicide, but life is alwayz pushing me to do it...../
My baby girl I'm telling you, I be needing you by my side.../
But when I see your picture of pure perfection, I be knowing I gotta ride...../
Deep inside it's tearing me up,but I'm still praying it'll be ok......../
Like BB and CC Winans tha heavens will get us together one day......./
Remember'n when your mom told me you was on the way..., I'm tell'n you its tha best kind of news..../
Tha kind of life thats a part of me, to help shape tha life that you choose........./
and dadyz lil girl is patient,....tha unconditional love that remains...../
seems like itz piss'n momz off, cuz she tha type ta complain....../
And it's the same old thang, one day I'm coming to get you......../
As long as I'm in your heart, I promise I will alwayz write chu.........../
(Hook2x by Warden)
if the sun comes up.../
and I'm not home...my little angel gotta be strong../
And I'm writin cuz if I'm not beside you.../
Do your best ta hold it down baby.....carry on../
ya feel me?.../
And when I'm gone..tell my grand kids about me...
when they're old enough to know tha deal and really understand/
and tell'em that tha letter was from your daddy..
a reallygood man......../
(YoungTru Verse)
From light to dark, I represent it, a childhood full of heart ache, I represent it/
So from my soul I come with a letter slightly tormented...
So....
Dear mama, the drama peeks and as it is I';ve been stressed for years/
Never understood, why you wasn't there to wipe my tears/
Hope you and my father can live with what you done/
Cause you both were no shows and did'nt bother to know your son/
But thats cool, my heart adjusted to being alone/
But don't act a fool, when I refuse to speak with you over the phone/
Sayin you love me and you thought that I understood/
But how the fuck do I understand, you missing my childhood/
Everytime I needed you, you were'nt there/
So I have to ask , did you even fuckin care/
that you left a baby boy to raise his self/
Never even checked to see if I was in good health/
Hope you know you represent everything that I will never be/
And any chance to recouncil, is ancient history/
Cause no matter how many words I waste on you, things can never get better/
Could'nt stand before you and say this, so this is a letter/
dear mom we had our diffrences, our strugles n fights//
but at the end of the tunnle you was always the guiding light//
i want to thank you from the heart since your the power of my knowledge//
i just want to say ima make you proud even though i neva hit collage//
i know it was your dream n i wasnt keen to follow that path//
you made it clear though i didnt listen n sometimes faced the rath//
though you was always there for me i neva saw you as a friend//
you was more of a law enforcment figure n life was a dead end//
tought me how to be a man since my farther wasnt man enough//
19 years on he wants to enter my life damn mom things are tough//
we even had our arguments over this, neva take what i say as a diss//
i just gota lot of agression n questions for him including this//
how the fuck could you raise a fist all i wanted was family bliss//
hittin out at a pregnent women whos stunning damn what a twist//
when i was ill as a youngster ya made me better wit a kiss mum//
i know i aint the best behaved but im sure glad im ya son//
i aint always showed it and i dont want ya to die with no clue//
so im signing off now shaun your son you know i love you//
(Hook2x by Warden)
if the sun comes up.../
and I'm not home...my little angel gotta be strong../
And I'm writin cuz if I'm not beside you.../
Do your best ta hold it down baby.....carry on../
ya feel me?.../
And when I'm gone..tell my grand kids about me...
when they're old enough to know tha deal and really understand/
and tell'em that tha letter was from your daddy..
a reallygood man......../
(Verse Warden)
Dear Gaby, more blessed thingz happenz everytime I think about you..../
But now It's like the worldz been on my shoulders, on dayz I hafta spend witout chu..../
My way of living ain't healthy, but I'm trying to be a man.../
I swear to God I'm fin to lose my cool, plus my baby mama don't understand.../
Cause she be coming at me with drama, not knowing I'm go'n and roll'n thru it.../
I've been running from suicide, but life is alwayz pushing me to do it...../
My baby girl I'm telling you, I be needing you by my side.../
But when I see your picture of pure perfection, I be knowing I gotta ride...../
Deep inside it's tearing me up,but I'm still praying it'll be ok......../
Like BB and CC Winans tha heavens will get us together one day......./
Remember'n when your mom told me you was on the way..., I'm tell'n you its tha best kind of news..../
Tha kind of life thats a part of me, to help shape tha life that you choose........./
and dadyz lil girl is patient,....tha unconditional love that remains...../
seems like itz piss'n momz off, cuz she tha type ta complain....../
And it's the same old thang, one day I'm coming to get you......../
As long as I'm in your heart, I promise I will alwayz write chu.........../
(Hook2x by Warden)
if the sun comes up.../
and I'm not home...my little angel gotta be strong../
And I'm writin cuz if I'm not beside you.../
Do your best ta hold it down baby.....carry on../
ya feel me?.../
And when I'm gone..tell my grand kids about me...
when they're old enough to know tha deal and really understand/
and tell'em that tha letter was from your daddy..
a reallygood man......../
(YoungTru Verse)
From light to dark, I represent it, a childhood full of heart ache, I represent it/
So from my soul I come with a letter slightly tormented...
So....
Dear mama, the drama peeks and as it is I';ve been stressed for years/
Never understood, why you wasn't there to wipe my tears/
Hope you and my father can live with what you done/
Cause you both were no shows and did'nt bother to know your son/
But thats cool, my heart adjusted to being alone/
But don't act a fool, when I refuse to speak with you over the phone/
Sayin you love me and you thought that I understood/
But how the fuck do I understand, you missing my childhood/
Everytime I needed you, you were'nt there/
So I have to ask , did you even fuckin care/
that you left a baby boy to raise his self/
Never even checked to see if I was in good health/
Hope you know you represent everything that I will never be/
And any chance to recouncil, is ancient history/
Cause no matter how many words I waste on you, things can never get better/
Could'nt stand before you and say this, so this is a letter/
