Post by Civilian on May 20, 2004 0:32:20 GMT -5
LIFE SUCKS KEYSTYLE - 50 BARS
I'm in a never-endin battle with myself constantly,
My brains always rattled, never got no money,
The pain amplifies, when I'm shot down again,
And again, it all ties down to this pad and this pen,
I express my feelins through this ink everyday,
Will I ever be a success, shit, its hard to say,
I spark the j, wonderin if I'll ever make a difference,
The answers prolly no, cause no one ever pays attention,
And my comprehension, isn't enough to comprehend,
The dimension my minds in, startin to depend,
On drugs to get me through, everyday of the week,
And I'm weak, gettin weaker by the minute, can't see,
A damn thing, people around me blowin up,
While I sit in my room, drunk off my mind, throwin up,
Not showin up, for classes, why couldn't I forecast this,
My grades suck ass, cheatin just so I can pass this,
Next test, and I'll probably always be next best,
Or last best, goin through a state of depressed stress,
I came to adress this, message to everybody,
They gonna listen, no, my words are tainted and shoddy,
And the pain that embodies me, is invisible to most,
I'm the host, to this parasitic, critical dose,
Of politics, they close around me, but they dont matter,
Brainwashed by government, CIVILIANS, they scatter,
To the nearest voting booth, to choose the next prez,
I sit at home, alone, cause damn, I could care less,
About shit like that, fuck, I don't even bother,
I'm stuck at home anyways, grounded by my father,
So whatever you say, back to how much my life sucks,
The downward spiral I'm in, and the yearning to cut,
My wrists, and wash away all the pain down the drain,
Stain the sink with my shame, let my veins disarrange,
I need a change, my lifestyle is boring and dull,
Takin an X for breakfast, four morphine for lunch,
Before I goto bed, a blunt, becuase it puts me to sleep,
With a fifth a jack, damn man, that shit hits ya deep,
But then you don't weep, helps me get through shit,
Not that I care anymore, I give up, fuck, I quit,
I slit my own throat, choke on my own blood,
Suffocate myself, drown myself in the tub,
This is makin me dumb, losin mass amounts of brain cells,
Succomb to this pressure of life, the pain swells,
And it continues to grow, never decreasing in size,
Family and friends continue to keep releasing the lies,
They piece their disguise, together, concealin ideas,
Behind the wheel, just wanna know if this feeling is real,
Stealin my meals, not because I'm broke, because I hate,
What do I hate? Everyone, everything that is fake,
And I'm about to break, the weight is extreme,
I just wanna leave this world now, at least awake from this dream
I'm in a never-endin battle with myself constantly,
My brains always rattled, never got no money,
The pain amplifies, when I'm shot down again,
And again, it all ties down to this pad and this pen,
I express my feelins through this ink everyday,
Will I ever be a success, shit, its hard to say,
I spark the j, wonderin if I'll ever make a difference,
The answers prolly no, cause no one ever pays attention,
And my comprehension, isn't enough to comprehend,
The dimension my minds in, startin to depend,
On drugs to get me through, everyday of the week,
And I'm weak, gettin weaker by the minute, can't see,
A damn thing, people around me blowin up,
While I sit in my room, drunk off my mind, throwin up,
Not showin up, for classes, why couldn't I forecast this,
My grades suck ass, cheatin just so I can pass this,
Next test, and I'll probably always be next best,
Or last best, goin through a state of depressed stress,
I came to adress this, message to everybody,
They gonna listen, no, my words are tainted and shoddy,
And the pain that embodies me, is invisible to most,
I'm the host, to this parasitic, critical dose,
Of politics, they close around me, but they dont matter,
Brainwashed by government, CIVILIANS, they scatter,
To the nearest voting booth, to choose the next prez,
I sit at home, alone, cause damn, I could care less,
About shit like that, fuck, I don't even bother,
I'm stuck at home anyways, grounded by my father,
So whatever you say, back to how much my life sucks,
The downward spiral I'm in, and the yearning to cut,
My wrists, and wash away all the pain down the drain,
Stain the sink with my shame, let my veins disarrange,
I need a change, my lifestyle is boring and dull,
Takin an X for breakfast, four morphine for lunch,
Before I goto bed, a blunt, becuase it puts me to sleep,
With a fifth a jack, damn man, that shit hits ya deep,
But then you don't weep, helps me get through shit,
Not that I care anymore, I give up, fuck, I quit,
I slit my own throat, choke on my own blood,
Suffocate myself, drown myself in the tub,
This is makin me dumb, losin mass amounts of brain cells,
Succomb to this pressure of life, the pain swells,
And it continues to grow, never decreasing in size,
Family and friends continue to keep releasing the lies,
They piece their disguise, together, concealin ideas,
Behind the wheel, just wanna know if this feeling is real,
Stealin my meals, not because I'm broke, because I hate,
What do I hate? Everyone, everything that is fake,
And I'm about to break, the weight is extreme,
I just wanna leave this world now, at least awake from this dream
