Post by B~nice on Feb 2, 2006 10:45:26 GMT -5
It started this past october.. no it really started the weekend before sept. 5th, I missed my homie, i went to chill with him knowing that i wasent alowed. parents will be parents. my "mother" knew that that falls into drugs and all that shit. but hes my dog.. ive known him all my life. but anyways. that day when i went to his place, i met his girl, danielle. they was close, she cute and shit. but thats still my boi, i woulndt just come do that shit. as that day progressed. the girls best friend somes over and they try and hook us up. i dindt want to but that night i got real drunk, they wanted us to fuck. I was drunk and half asleep, but i did wake up abit and ye.. i fucked her, lost my viginity, then went out with her for about a month. then broke up with her cause of some shit i dont even remember. stupid fight. anyway.. this slut danielle comes to me 2 days after (they had broken up like a week before) and tells me she liked me, i believed her, i always dug her, so i started going out with her. my boi get pissed because he belived that disrepsectful, probably is but not when the words come out like "I dont give a shit about that girl, dont care what she does" blah blah blah. but yeah, i felt him abit so i broke up with her.. but i still dug her.. so we went out on the down low the day after.. but he kept finding out.. i lied to him too many times. few months passed, me and danielle still together. her and my boi started "talking" again and became friends. over the past week, shit got real messed up, i was set up in a maze, with puzzle peices given to me, but i woulndt take them. I dindt want to belive what was really happening. she told me that she had been cheating on me, but she lied, she told me it was somebody else.. and she never fucked.. but for one.. it was with my "boi" .. a hell of alot of times, fuckin. she used me to get back at him. i guess he figured out what he was doing or.. i dont know. but he coulndt look at me the same way. saying shit like he wasent supposed to be the man to fuck up our relationship.. he sais that now, when it started on christmas break.. WTF. teh sad things was.. i loved that fucking bitch, with everything i had. i gave her everything. my whole life has been the same around girls. been used and abused. its fucked up. after a whole lot of bullshit i kept takeing her back.. but not this fucking time.. i still feel for her for some fucking reason.. but what i love isnt real, just a fucking character. ugh..
